The Syndicate

Took some awesome self portraits, lo and behold, they were underdeveloped and didn't appear on the film! Also my phone broke. Not my week at all.

The worst part is that I went in expecting things to go really well and every single thing failed.

i hate le meme arrows but i think that's the best way to run down my Friday night

>lingering feelings for ex
>text her saying that i'd be open for trying again
>decide to go to beach friday to see how we feel about each other
>bring her slurpee from Taco Bell
>spills in passenger seat before i pick her up
>head to beach
>hardly talking until "why are we doing this?"
>2+ hour discussion on why this could never work
>head to car to drive her home at 7PM
>car makes weird noises
>steering is fucked and front is leaking dark fluid
>call insurance
>tow will arrive within 90 minutes
>talk to ex a bit more to clear the air
>she gets picked up
>really need to pee
>8:20, phone dies
>fuck this, i'm going home
>proceed to drive in unfamiliar town at night until i find my way home

Fuck that

thellama73 wrote:

BoatsBoatsBoats wrote:

thellama73 wrote:

BoatsBoatsBoats wrote:The rise and fall of Fascist groups in the United States between World War 1 and World War 2 has definitely filled the void that my ex left in my heart

I really hate fascists. But not as much as communists.

I find it pretty fascinating as a whole. Never met any fascists or communists, though, so I can't judge.

"Well, I never met Hitler or Stalin, so I can't really judge them." - BoatsBoatsBoats

ture

thellama73 wrote:

BoatsBoatsBoats wrote:The rise and fall of Fascist groups in the United States between World War 1 and World War 2 has definitely filled the void that my ex left in my heart

I really hate fascists. But not as much as communists.

I find it pretty fascinating as a whole. Never met any fascists or communists, though, so I can't judge.

The rise and fall of Fascist groups in the United States between World War 1 and World War 2 has definitely filled the void that my ex left in my heart

I think I've been taking it well. Been kinda down and stuff but that's to be expected. Not much time to mope when I've got this 8-page research paper due Thursday. Woohoo

It just hurts even more because I was oblivious to all of this (unintentionally). Everything seemed alright apart from her occasional depressive episode. Oh well, things will get better.

I've been worse, but it wasn't the break-up itself that was painful as it was the fact that I probably won't see her again and what she said at the break-up. She flat out told me she never loved me and it would make her feel uncomfortable whenever I said I did, she never felt like she knew who I was and she didn't think I knew who she was, and I never asked her if she liked me. It's got me re-thinking the entire thing and man, it burns.

<3

It's done. Sadz ensue.

gf problems. Looks like things have a good chance of ending soon. sadz