Hello, everyone. Just popping in to give an update.
I realize I could definitely use a mafia break right now (I've been playing games constantly for almost the past year, at least one game at a time, as well as hosting in addition to playing). My RL situation over the past year has also been very busy, but mafia has served as a way to keep my brain engaged, and I've seen it as a way to help me relax. But obviously it is emotionally and mentally draining itself. That said, I have thought about this, and I have made my final decision to stick it out and play this game. I've signed up for this game, and I feel I should stick to that commitment.
However, I am still completely drained in every regard, and will have a busy weekend. So I'm not sure when you'll see much of me just yet, and I'm going to try to play this game from scratch.
Consequently, when I do come back in here, I'm going to read the thread from the very beginning, and just restart mentally and emotionally, as if I haven't yet played this game, and am thus replacing myself, if that makes sense. This probably sounds stupid, but it's important to me that is how I'm going to be approaching the rest of this game, just from a perspective standpoint.
In addition, I will be trying to take more of a backseat this game, as I've mulled over it and considering my current RL situation as well as trying to approach mafia in a way that most benefits me and my alignment from a meta standpoint, I feel it will benefit me to take more of a backseat, posting more occasionally, at least for a while. That way I'm less apt to post impulsively and from an emotional perspective, which will avoid outbursts as well as rash judgments on and railroading of certain players. I've been trying to do this in other games ever since the Disney Cars debacle, but I've only accomplished it with very limited success, and the realization that it has become passe was just too much for me to handle. I feel that taking a step back and trying to specifically approach this game, from scratch, in a new manner will help me not only hopefully hone my contribution more effectively, but also increase my enjoyment.
I'm even sporting a new sock to metaphorically represent this (but I really just kind of wanted a change).
So please vote for MovingPictures07 (v1.0) if you feel my actions have most warranted suspicion. But I am not going to address any concerns regarding my previous behavior, so apologies for any inconvenience in that regard. I feel I have already said all I want to say about that, and then some.