The Syndicate

I've come to try to play as close to the same regardless of alignment. That's my goal. When I play there is only bea. Not bad bea or civ bea. I think newt and lc are exceptionally good at that sort of play where you want to trust them. You hope you can. But you are never quite 100 percent sure.

I know I have a long way to go. But you know, reducing the tells ect. But that is the goal.

Black Rock wrote:

bea wrote:tbh - after mac was lynced as a baddie team we were always on the defensive. As hard as we tried we could never get back on the offensive. And that's the real lesson in the GOC game here. We were a great baddie team who should have done far better than we did. But we could never just get over our own paranoia enough to be offensive rather than defensive.

After Mac was lynched I was the worst proponent of that. Cuz then I was basically a nilla baddie with maybe a kill if we snuck it in while peeps thought I was good.

You played me like a harp.

I'm positive this was the ONE TIME.

But still gonna run with it. Still better than a banner.

I adore you birhday sister. I'm happy you ladies won. You all earned it.

tbh - after mac was lynced as a baddie team we were always on the defensive. As hard as we tried we could never get back on the offensive. And that's the real lesson in the GOC game here. We were a great baddie team who should have done far better than we did. But we could never just get over our own paranoia enough to be offensive rather than defensive.

After Mac was lynched I was the worst proponent of that. Cuz then I was basically a nilla baddie with maybe a kill if we snuck it in while peeps thought I was good.

Marmot wrote:

bea wrote:oh - as far as "so and so would never do that as a baddie." - let me say it here and loud and proud.
IF I flip mafia I will do what I need to do to keep my advantage. There is no line I won't cross. As far as I can remember, I WAS THE ONE WHO STARTED THE SIG BETS.
And yes, if I'm bad and you belive for one second that I would never take a bet I can't loose, just that once I will fall on that granade. I will still use this when I'm civ.

IF you think I won't use the "if you lie to me now, I can never trust you again" and I'm mafia, I'm so going to stake my mafia rep on it. I will still use this when I am civ.

I WILL ALWAYS NOT HAVE THE TIME TO DEDICATE TO ANY GAME I PLAY. I WILL FOREVER BE AN EASY LYNCH AS AN UNINVOLVED CIV AND A EASY SLIDE AS A BADDIE.

Lots of peeps would have -pre this game - say that I wouldn't pull the trigger on SVS and that's a HARD trigger for me to pull. But in the end, the TEAM'S needs outweigh my personal needs. So I pulled the fucking trigger.

I was also waiting to use that exact thing against BR. Cuz that day will come.

In the end, the *very* thing that kept me last baddie hidden was the thing that - for my baddie team, I felt the most umbrage against.

When quinn got lynched it was a) LC luck - but when he first came under the firing line it was cuz "I trust everone else's meta and you are the only one left." That's the danger of POE. It worked for quinn - but you lynched ninjacoltraine twice both times a civ because of it. You lynched wigly twice - both times civ because of it.

I prolly could have skated - how many more cycles had sorsha not nked me? because of it?

Meta is kinda bollucks. If I'm a baddie - even if I know I can only do it once - Imma still do it that one time. Just cuz I can.

To be fair, I didn't want to lynch you because meta. I wanted to lynch you because you looked the worst based on my Professor Farnsworth interaction analyses. True story.

tru story - i hate when peeps have shit on me as a baddie that i know i can't defend against.

yea - I know newt - and you saw how quick I wanted you to live. :cheers:

case in point - everyone was looking at me again but "oh that emotional appeal."

I HONESTLY hate the fact that no one believes me ever until I get super drunk and lose my shit.

I keep trying to play this game as least stressful as I can. And when I'm all zen - regardless of alignment - no one believes me till I have a damn temper tantrum like a 3 year old.

Then all of a sudden I'm "genuine" and "honest" and "oh that emo appeal."

I legit hate my temper tantrums. I wish I had more credibility without them.

oh - as far as "so and so would never do that as a baddie." - let me say it here and loud and proud.
IF I flip mafia I will do what I need to do to keep my advantage. There is no line I won't cross. As far as I can remember, I WAS THE ONE WHO STARTED THE SIG BETS.
And yes, if I'm bad and you belive for one second that I would never take a bet I can't loose, just that once I will fall on that granade. I will still use this when I'm civ.

IF you think I won't use the "if you lie to me now, I can never trust you again" and I'm mafia, I'm so going to stake my mafia rep on it. I will still use this when I am civ.

I WILL ALWAYS NOT HAVE THE TIME TO DEDICATE TO ANY GAME I PLAY. I WILL FOREVER BE AN EASY LYNCH AS AN UNINVOLVED CIV AND A EASY SLIDE AS A BADDIE.

Lots of peeps would have -pre this game - say that I wouldn't pull the trigger on SVS and that's a HARD trigger for me to pull. But in the end, the TEAM'S needs outweigh my personal needs. So I pulled the fucking trigger.

I was also waiting to use that exact thing against BR. Cuz that day will come.

In the end, the *very* thing that kept me last baddie hidden was the thing that - for my baddie team, I felt the most umbrage against.

When quinn got lynched it was a) LC luck - but when he first came under the firing line it was cuz "I trust everone else's meta and you are the only one left." That's the danger of POE. It worked for quinn - but you lynched ninjacoltraine twice both times a civ because of it. You lynched wigly twice - both times civ because of it.

I prolly could have skated - how many more cycles had sorsha not nked me? because of it?

Meta is kinda bollucks. If I'm a baddie - even if I know I can only do it once - Imma still do it that one time. Just cuz I can.

I claimed everything I was supposed to when the topic came up.

I will say this - IDK if the other members of my mafia team felt like this, but for *me* having a role to claim was a bit weird and a mechanic I had never seen before, so I wasn't sure how best to utilize it. Now that I've had a runaround with it, I might do better in the future.

For prosperity sake I will share a few of my favorite memories from bts.

There was a point where I was last baddie standing - where mac came back in and said "Remember back in the beginning when I said, Bea is gonna play the best baddie game ever? Look at me be right!" and tbh - I missed the bts part where he said that, but the fact that it ended up being true is special.

There was a point where we were worried about cylon recruits and someone said "bea's got too many bts's to juggle." and Quinn said "I used to think people lied about being that busy, then I met Bea. Now I just assume that if she's not here, she's working."

I loved all the personal chatty times with Quinn and Llama and Mac and DF. They were my lifeboat for like a month. I can't express how much I wanted to win *for* them and their continued dedication to the cause as well as just general fuckoffery.

Not gonna lie, the win would have been AWESOME. But to date. Last baddie standing is the BEST I've ever done as a baddie that didn't have Lorab or BDH on my team. I'm really proud of my play here. Even if lots of it was civs being blind. My team had hella good baddie players on it. But I was the last one. I fooled LC. I fooled SVS. I fooled JC. I fooled Golden (he claims by proxy but he should have known better. The game that got me here was the last time I fooled him.) I didn't fool Lorab. That's why I killed her. Well, that and I was hoping her death would focus people more toward cylons.

Golden wrote:You fooled me vicariously. I always listen to SVS when she says she trusts you. Now I know she's fallible.

We are all fallible Golden. You should have known better because of parks and rec.


SVS and I are more of a "married couple" in mafia than I am with my own hubby. I at least ask for 3 days before I begin to judge SVS. Cuz I need the time to see her work.

But yet everyone always auto trusts her read on me. That played against the civs this time. But it's civ bitten me in the ass before too. More than once.

[quote="Long Con"]bea had me snowed. Actually, it was mostly because Llama made Cheerleader's empty vote go to Soneji, instead of making it look like Cheerleader tried to lynch bea in a seemingly tied lynch. That made bea look really Civ to me.

And as long as my WIN doesn't disappear, I can handle the game being gone. That could be the most Black Rock Content we'll see this year though. Who knows?[/quote]

Like SVS - better than a banner tbh.

also - we may have been the bussing baddie team, but at least while we were bussing we tried to set up the next guy as best we could.

his supsish of me was always supposed to create distance then he was gonna walk it back. I can't quite remember when he got backed into a corner with it, but he did.

I know we talked alot about it BTS - and he said - just defend against me like you would anyone. So I did. At the time, I honestly thought no one was going to buy my lame defense of busy and sick. (though they were all legit true) Then SVS came out with her "shitty case" and I was all. Fuck. Llama, there is no way I can not vote for you right now. Like I wanted to find a way that I could vote somewhere else, but I KNEW if I did, it would make SVS smell my baddie stink that much quicker. So - while we all thought that I was the one who should have been bussed. (and basically once mac was lynched day 1 I was useless power wise.) Somehow it ended up being llama. Much like how Golden wonders what would have happened if I had been lynched on the Beach, I wonder how differently this game would have went down if llama lived instead of me.


Llama dear. You know I adore you. SVS is not wrong. Next time, flirt back with your damn sock!!!


Black Rock was amazing this game. Even with all her personal stuffs. Sorsha might have done me a favor killing me when she did. I was trying at that point - to take out civs and pray for the indy vote. Don't fault Sorsha at all for not falling for my bait. All the women who won played amazing games. I'm truly honored to just have been last baddie standing. I was never lying when I said Juliets deserves this win regardless of allignment.

As for Quinn, I thought he played a GREAT game. I know I'm half biased. But shit. That boy was amazing. And really only got lynched cuz LC got lucky with the block. IF I had killed that night, again, things could have gone differently.

S~V~S wrote:I remember Llamas sockpuppet giving him the cold shoulder. And Sprit protecting me

Thanks Sprit.

Bea fooled me

Juliets convinced me and played a perfect Juliets game

This is better than a banner tbh.