The Syndicate

oh

i still think pushes on me are lazy and if you really try to get in my head my thoughts are clearly real

the fact that i like to post noise doesnt change that ive actually been trying really hard this game idk

irritation with the game kinda spiraled out of control last phase but not in a scum indicative way?

i think doms and colins pushes on me are the worst and they are also the least transparent players with their reads on the rest of the game

could be one of those gamestates where everybody suspsecting me is town and the scum are cleaner than me but

idk

just wish [mention]dom[/mention] would do more than 95% tunnel me in a phase and mention one off reads on radishes and macdougall

evenstar is spewed town by the boo flip btw

and HOW THE FUCK DID ANYBODY LYNCH BOO WHAT HTE FUCK SPINY WAS THE CLEAREST TOWN INT HE GAME HOLY SHIT

so yeah thats where i stand right now idk ill make reads when people DO SHIT

spiny had a 100% townread on evenstar

i mean she was obvious anyway but yeah

iaafr wrote: ↑Sat Nov 02, 2019 11:15 pm could be one of those gamestates where everybody suspsecting me is town and the scum are cleaner than me but

idk

just wish @dom would do more than 95% tunnel me in a phase and mention one off reads on radishes and macdougall

also how is this even legal

my reads are all literally omgus yes

i believe townreads on me right now maybe im wrong this game but if i am im not the scum the people townreading me are

i mean this game still feels so troll man

thats the last of the whining ill do this phase i promise but man this is a troll ass game right now

sounds good thanks epignosis

Epignosis wrote: ↑Sat Nov 02, 2019 11:21 pm

iaafr wrote: ↑Sat Nov 02, 2019 11:17 pm so yeah thats where i stand right now idk ill make reads when people DO SHIT

But not votes. Hmm.

i voted last phase

hope im allowed to say that

Epignosis wrote: ↑Sat Nov 02, 2019 11:22 pm

iaafr wrote: ↑Sat Nov 02, 2019 11:21 pm i mean this game still feels so troll man

thats the last of the whining ill do this phase i promise but man this is a troll ass game right now

Do you know the hosts, JaggedJimmyJay and Sloonei at all?

not in host capacity

i like the flavor a lot

i like the idea of the concept

the implementation feels trollish from a mafia player expecting a mafia game perspective though

^ how can anybody read the above posts and not see im clearly town spewing myself town because this isnt how id go about playing scum this game at all

i am forced into wanting to vote the least transparent players who want to kill me

{jack, dom, colin}

everybody else can live

sprityo wanted to kill me out of spite so he can live

its not about balance its about game experience

i trust its balanced thats not my point

i said it was the last id whine; please stop arguing with me about it.

i gave my list of three

ill be more specific after the people post more

i have no additional analysis to add right now

stop trying to teach me how to play

i predicted dragomir would end up the lynch that day 100% and i was right

i signalled over and over i didnt actually want to lynch 112 d1

my no lynch meant nothing in the scheme of things because i predicted things correctly

if you see me miss a game-losing vote in the postgame report then you can chastise me but as it stands i did not vote in a way that impeded scum being lynched so stop teaching me how to play in any capacity please

not answering questions, not checking thread for 24 hours

gnight

its like youre being intentionally obtuse and irritating

ill try to be jovial but its hard to get into that mode when people keep calling my reads bad without being specific and trying to teach me how to play when i think i know what im doing and im not asking for help

ill try not to get mad at pushes on me right now but people need to discuss more other people too or rehash/update views on others

i promised work this day, i'll do it. later. i hope dom doesn't generically assume it's written by scum again, but i'm prepared for the possibility.

that was me trying to link this book from amazon:

Emotional Intelligence: Why It Can Matter More Than IQ Paperback – September 27, 2005
by Daniel Goleman (Author)

its like you cant even imagine i believed what i believed

and i cant even pull up the posts from d1 to provide what i believe is evidence of my signaling of how the lynch would go

and im saying i was right

jesus christ

pawn pelase talk to me

[mention]pawn lelouch[/mention]

is epignosis being fair to me right now?

i dont understand whats going on i feel like i joined a game and i just get antagonized in a way that i literally cant respond to because of game mechanics and then they tell me to try my best to enjoy

Epignosis wrote: ↑Sat Nov 02, 2019 11:42 pm

iaafr wrote: ↑Sat Nov 02, 2019 11:39 pm its like you cant even imagine i believed what i believed

and i cant even pull up the posts from d1 to provide what i believe is evidence of my signaling of how the lynch would go

and im saying i was right

jesus christ

I am saying I have this:

"i signalled over and over i didnt actually want to lynch 112 d1"

coming from someone who didn't vote to save 112 when it was very close.

Truly you can't expect me to let that pass.

im not responding to any posts from you anymore

this is legitimately emotionally distressing

bye

i feel like im getting gaslighted by these accusations and i feel like youre interrogating me in an extremely abrasive guilty-until-proven-innocent way

which ok is a philosophy but can you stop?

i dont want to get myself out of your suspect pool

like im legitimately mad i didnt get to defend boo's slot

every push on me feels dumb

i dont know why 112 isnt here to help me feel sane even if shes scum lol hahahahahah

benson was actually my d1 rock and i dont get ot talk to him

Jackofhearts2005 wrote: ↑Sat Nov 02, 2019 11:58 pm

iaafr wrote: ↑Sat Nov 02, 2019 11:13 pm i still think pushes on me are lazy and if you really try to get in my head my thoughts are clearly real

Yeah your whole “I obviously knew Drago was bad and that’s why I decided to not vote for him or voice that suspicion at all” and “maybe a specific half the player base are scum as a joke” things ring true in particular. It’s everything else you say that comes across as a little fake.

thats fine

i dont see anybody acting like their reads will change so lets just stop talking about them

how am i supposed to do work

the phases keep disappearing and theres no new flip except boo who i should get decent cred for cuz i townread them in a pretty organic way but i cant pull up the d2 post showing that

how am i supposed to do work

the phases keep disappearing and theres no new flip except boo who i should get decent cred for cuz i townread them in a pretty organic way but i cant pull up the d2 post showing that

any suggestions on how to advance the gamestate in a meaningful way?

Jackofhearts2005 wrote: ↑Sun Nov 03, 2019 12:00 am

iaafr wrote: ↑Sat Nov 02, 2019 11:22 pm

Epignosis wrote: ↑Sat Nov 02, 2019 11:21 pm

iaafr wrote: ↑Sat Nov 02, 2019 11:17 pm so yeah thats where i stand right now idk ill make reads when people DO SHIT

But not votes. Hmm.

i voted last phase

That’s exactly what someone who didn’t vote would say.

i sware on me mum i voted

honestly the only option here is to keep trolling the game to find enjoyment so fair warning thats whats about to happen

i am fragile by nature and i cannot find a straightforward way to enjoy this gamestate as a town player. apologies.

but the posts are gone i cant even iso dom to show how he just did a really bad tunnel on me and hardly anything else

i like scumhunting by reading threads and convincing people with cases on later days of the game like this day

except the gamethreads all gone n stuff so

cant reread d1 with flips.

cant reread d2 and have no new flips other than boo, which was an accident

my whole system is gone

and youre scum because youre attacking me over sympathizing with this as a huge roadblock in playing mafia

yeah but what am i supposed to do now

normally i wouldnt be defenidng myself but i feel forced into it because youre here grilling me and i cant go back and start scumhunting and ignoring you like i normally would

the funniest thing is i did do work n1 and read a lot of isos

i just didnt prep posts like you did

and youre able to accuse me of lying because i can only bring up stuff ic ant prove because i cant go back in gamethreads n stuff HOLY SHIT THIS IS SO FUCKING TROLL DUDE HOW DO YOU NOT GET HOW TROLL THIS IS

epignosis, dom, colin

Epignosis wrote: ↑Sun Nov 03, 2019 12:08 am

iaafr wrote: ↑Sun Nov 03, 2019 12:06 am the funniest thing is i did do work n1 and read a lot of isos

i just didnt prep posts like you did

Lesson learned.

Why are you afraid of some of my questions?

see the emotional intelligence book might help you realize im not afraid im annoyed and i have no patience to defend myself and i already told you i dont care if you scumread me