You don't understand. I don't care about losing.
I marked the guy for using a suspicious adjective ("legitimate" when modifying the word "thoughts," to which I questioned if he had illegitimate thoughts) and I thought how dumb I must look around all these strangers because people on The Syndicate have ridiculed my masterful approach, and the one time it would have validated everything I stood for, I crapped out.
And he was bad.
I will never forget.