The Syndicate

i can listen to corinne bailey rae's self titled again.

self healing has successfully happened somewhere along the way.

i tried to listen to correine bailey rae's self-titled the other day and it literally gave me acid/stomach pains and made me feel entirely uncomfortable. i feel like i was associating it with negative memories and probably a bad phase, though i couldn't pinpoint exactly what they were. i am extremely bummed about this since it is one of my all time favorite albums from my teens throughout my early 20s. i believe i have struggled with finishing ssfdl in the same way, though less extreme in the reaction but i still can't seem to finish it all in one sitting without feeling down.

realization i've managed to ruin my favorite albums makes me sad. anyone else experienced anything like this? does it go away?