Matt wrote:One last post before I'm off to work...
Golden, if you're civvie, then you're being unfair. I'm having a blast right now, I think this is fun, EVEN getting wrongly suspected. It's like a rush of sorts lol.
But let's remember, you've said more then once how "pissed" you've been, so if anyone is making this personal, it's you my friend. Me, I'm playing a game of Mafia and havin' a good time doin' it.
Anyway, I'm not worried anymore, I'm good. Vote for whoevs, I'll see ya tonight!
I think what tipped me over the edge was your attitude towards SVS. If you can't even see the double standard you create by attacking her over not reading every word of my arsehole diatribe, vs you sitting on something for three days...
What you said to SVS was unfair.
I don't mind being wrongly suspected by you, but I don't like the way you make it out like everything is a conspiracy against you. I gave you a lot to work with, a lot of content and posts last night. As far as I could see when I woke up, you ignored all of it, instead latching on to splints pointing out that one sentence I said that, yes, could be considered a breach of rule 5. It's very similar to another thing I said back around day 3 or so, a time when SVS blasted me for not being within the 'spirit of the rules' - and if you were isoing me, you might have noticed this.
In fact, all of your play in the last 24 hours has been latching on to very small things, without any sign that you are trying to see the big picture.
Now, am I being unfair to you? In one sense. I got home from a frustrating night last night to have you attacking me over what I felt was a semantic point, and you certainly bore the brunt of the fact I was already in a bad mood. And rationally, my vote for you was emotive and I'm surprised to see so many people followed it. I find bass 100% bad. I don't have those odds on you. I still have you more likely bad than good.
But am I being unfair in saying what I said this morning? I don't feel so. When someone ignores the posts you make, shows no inclination of trying to use rational thought, and would turn your words against you no matter what you say, what is there that can be said? For right now, it feels like it doesn't matter how anyone answers, you would find it to be bad. I'm bad, and if anyone agrees me or defends me they must be bad, etc. And I don't think it is unfair to expect something different to that.
I wanted to come in to the thread this morning when I woke up and change my vote to bass. I intended to. My vote for you last night was to see if you took your suspicion seriously or not. The conclusion I have come to is that you do not, since you are not engaging. Your behaviour since my original vote makes it very difficult for me to see you as anything but bad... you have exhibited no inclination to try and understand where I'm coming from or figure out whats going on.
Rather, you call me a cheat, SVS a hypocrite, and try and ask the hosts to let you out of the lynch because I've 'cheated'. I don't think it is unfair for me to take that personally.