Re: ASMRfia [DAY 2]
Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2022 2:52 pm
Lol
Lol
I probably just vote him to stifle discussion and mentally sigh at having a shitty team mate.Dyslexicon wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 2:47 pmYou calling my handling of you "intentional" and me trying to scum read you is fucking ironic.Achromatic wrote: ↑Sat Aug 06, 2022 12:00 pmTo Dizzy, I'd like to hear your thoughts on the game state atm when you can. Especially Porscha and myself. Do you believe Porscha's wolf equity is strong? What about mine? What caused you to move on to Wilgy?
But yeah, my handling of you have been intentional in ways. I noted you really trying to defend Tommy and shade Porscha on D1, it really stuck out. I think you are the type of player who would try to strongarm a thread away from your teammate, though I have no proof of that. It was also intentional for me to encourage Tommy to post, because it can only be a benefit regardless of his alignment, actually especially if mafia. So yeah, when Tommy did flip mafia, I was more suspicious of you. The link to Porscha is that obviously if Porscha is mafia, you defending Tommy and preferring Porscha doesn't make sense. What caused me to move to Wilgy was Porscha posting basically. I move my vote around a lot, typically.
I actually thought Porscha looked better in her recent posting. My read of Porscha D1 was more that her posting seemed lacklustre compared to a game I just played with her, where she was obvtown to me on D1. She had more bite in that game. Right now I'd prefer to chop you over her. But I don't know if there is support for that. And I don't know if I have the energy for it to be quite frank. But I will let people take not of the suss. I was right on JJJ being mafia in a recent game, but couldn't get him chopped anyway. Ender was also right about JJJ in that game. And I know that Ender sussed you here, though I don't know where he stands with this now. But I think that is likely happening here too. Just so you know.
Danger is where the fun is at my friend! Plus who wants to hear me prattle on for days anyway.NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 2:55 pm You have no votes i don't think you're in danger lol
He HAD no votesNANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 2:55 pm You have no votes i don't think you're in danger lol
Nah I can accept my death it's p chill as long as Ender is next. If Ender W then you, if Ender V never you, and then town can sort from there tbh.Dyslexicon wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:18 pm [VOTE: Achro] aubergine
This is how I see this going. Achro will write words and not get chopped today, as I will have to go to bed at some point and not be here to not be able to get him chopped anyway. Instead Porscha is chopped, flips v, I argue with Achro all of next day about me lining up mischops and whatever else, I'm eventually chopped, and then I'll get spoiled in the graveyard and have feelings about the game.
Spoiled in the graveyard? You think you're gonna be cuddled and spoonfed by a bunch of skeletons?Dyslexicon wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:18 pm [VOTE: Achro] aubergine
This is how I see this going. Achro will write words and not get chopped today, as I will have to go to bed at some point and not be here to not be able to get him chopped anyway. Instead Porscha is chopped, flips v, I argue with Achro all of next day about me lining up mischops and whatever else, I'm eventually chopped, and then I'll get spoiled in the graveyard and have feelings about the game.
You think I can write alignment charts while I'm busdriving?Achromatic wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:23 pm Hey Vivax got an alignment chart of who I might be partnered with?
WhenAchromatic wrote: ↑Sat Aug 06, 2022 10:01 pmI was super pissed at points in this game I just don't allow my inner turmoil to come through in my words because it isn't appropriate or good for town to let those be typed. I did however punch a pillow.MacDougall wrote: ↑Sat Aug 06, 2022 10:00 pmNot all of us have the emotional control of a Buddhist monk Achro lolAchromatic wrote: ↑Sat Aug 06, 2022 9:58 pm So anyway boy the game sure is going well. Maybe we should realize making it personal doesn't benefit us and if we feel the need to do that maybe it's time to step away before you make other people upset with your non mafia related issues. Game thread health and all.
When I got told to fuck off I was about to make Mac's soul leave his body before I remembered I am 35 not 20 and I don't do things like that anymore. When Lucy tried to tell me how I thought or I didn't understand how I play the game of mafia was really grating and just wrong. In general a lot of people taking the piss about how I play this game when from my point of view my solving and game state management has been a clear step above literally everyone else, which is really illustrated with the suspicion of me being "didn't want to lynch useless wolf day 1, achro bad" which is honestly just beyond the pale. Like it shows really clearly that some people just don't... get game solving at all or how there was obvious massive benefit to not piling on Tommy regardless of circumstance nor have there been many considerations or interactions of how I develop my reads.Dyslexicon wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:28 pmWhenAchromatic wrote: ↑Sat Aug 06, 2022 10:01 pmI was super pissed at points in this game I just don't allow my inner turmoil to come through in my words because it isn't appropriate or good for town to let those be typed. I did however punch a pillow.MacDougall wrote: ↑Sat Aug 06, 2022 10:00 pmNot all of us have the emotional control of a Buddhist monk Achro lolAchromatic wrote: ↑Sat Aug 06, 2022 9:58 pm So anyway boy the game sure is going well. Maybe we should realize making it personal doesn't benefit us and if we feel the need to do that maybe it's time to step away before you make other people upset with your non mafia related issues. Game thread health and all.
But at least it's top scum playAchromatic wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 2:58 pm Dizzy and Ender both wish to come for my head. Very well, I accept their judgment without complaint. However I am not mislynched often, and it feels to be a shame if I don't get to have a little fun from my head being removed
Lynch me, but when I flip town my request is the next lynch is Ender. If Ender is town, then Dizzy's probably town too and you all live a peaceful life.
Danger is where the fun is at my friend! Plus who wants to hear me prattle on for days anyway.NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 2:55 pm You have no votes i don't think you're in danger lol
We'll talk after the game, but I think you're a wolf. Sorry if wrong, then we should both work on that.Achromatic wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:35 pmWhen I got told to fuck off I was about to make Mac's soul leave his body before I remembered I am 35 not 20 and I don't do things like that anymore. When Lucy tried to tell me how I thought or I didn't understand how I play the game of mafia was really grating and just wrong. In general a lot of people taking the piss about how I play this game when from my point of view my solving and game state management has been a clear step above literally everyone else, which is really illustrated with the suspicion of me being "didn't want to lynch useless wolf day 1, achro bad" which is honestly just beyond the pale. Like it shows really clearly that some people just don't... get game solving at all or how there was obvious massive benefit to not piling on Tommy regardless of circumstance nor have there been many considerations or interactions of how I develop my reads.Dyslexicon wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:28 pmWhenAchromatic wrote: ↑Sat Aug 06, 2022 10:01 pmI was super pissed at points in this game I just don't allow my inner turmoil to come through in my words because it isn't appropriate or good for town to let those be typed. I did however punch a pillow.MacDougall wrote: ↑Sat Aug 06, 2022 10:00 pmNot all of us have the emotional control of a Buddhist monk Achro lolAchromatic wrote: ↑Sat Aug 06, 2022 9:58 pm So anyway boy the game sure is going well. Maybe we should realize making it personal doesn't benefit us and if we feel the need to do that maybe it's time to step away before you make other people upset with your non mafia related issues. Game thread health and all.
This whole game has collectively been one bad vibe for me even though they have bright spots to the point where I am ready to shrug, say sure kill me, and then talk about it in dead chat lol. It's just not been a good vibe and I think a lot of people have an impression of me but it doesn't match up with the player who has admitted several times to having disadvantages in terms of player history and admitting I don't feel confident but I just don't think that should stand in the way of solving.
Doesn't feel like there's a lot of solving going on this game just basic reads and it's kind of beneath me which you can take however you like and shake your head at me but I've handled myself well and I know that because I know when I haven't.
I'm not in the worst mood. I am venting though. It's chill. Just listening to some music and venting my frustrations in a manner to not be toxic. I just don't really want to continue playing if this is the game we're at right now. It's totally cool. We're in a fantastic spot, I've given my reads, I love playing kingmaker.
I was thinking how NAI this post looks, then looked at the votecount, realized you were talking to me and Dyslexicon, who you're voting.Achromatic wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:43 pm Like... game?
It's not you, it's me. I just don't see a future for us with how the game has been played, ok? I know, I know. I post a lot, but it doesn't make me townie. I solve a lot, and it doesn't make me townie. I ask questions and try to sort and re-evaluate and have taken no positions that are predatory, but it doesn't make me townie. I do what any good mafia player should recognize as a pro town thing of not allowing day one to be a pile on of a useless slot in order to further engagement and force the (in this case 2) remaining wolves to take stances and unfortunately this line of thought was cut short by day ending early before I could keep doing it to sort, but that also doesn't make me townie. I get it. Nothing makes me townie, it's cool. It's chill. It is all good.
I just don't have endless WIM, despite what others think, and I just think it's chill if I die and you guys murder ender next.
I thought I was signing up for a racket (post capped game) tbhAchromatic wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:38 pm So it's basically like trying to explain a concept to people and them just not getting it. Or in the case of Nanook clearly getting it but just not trying to engage with it (see: oh wow achro and ender had a back and forth, lol won't read which by the way why sign up if you aren't going to read? Does it make you happy to be able to do that?)
I don't know, I guess I am just kind of dumb that if I don't want to play mafia, I just don't play. I don't sign up.
I don't get it. Half the game has no wim, the other half is not showing any care to solve meaningfully. So I won't stick around until day 5 like I did in quals like an idiot. Just lynch me, read over my iso, do with it what you want.
This game is not worth my anger or effort. Don't read into this, I am just kind of over it.
Well, yeah I can see how no post cap would be a problem, fair enough.NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:49 pmI thought I was signing up for a racket (post capped game) tbhAchromatic wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:38 pm So it's basically like trying to explain a concept to people and them just not getting it. Or in the case of Nanook clearly getting it but just not trying to engage with it (see: oh wow achro and ender had a back and forth, lol won't read which by the way why sign up if you aren't going to read? Does it make you happy to be able to do that?)
I don't know, I guess I am just kind of dumb that if I don't want to play mafia, I just don't play. I don't sign up.
I don't get it. Half the game has no wim, the other half is not showing any care to solve meaningfully. So I won't stick around until day 5 like I did in quals like an idiot. Just lynch me, read over my iso, do with it what you want.
This game is not worth my anger or effort. Don't read into this, I am just kind of over it.
Which is totally on me, but yeah, didn't realize my mistake until after game had started, so dealing with it
I did read some of your two's back and forth i just...did not find it meaningful for reading either of your alignments. Perhaps that's a personal failing![]()
I think it would perhaps benefit you to be a bit more accepting or open minded about how other people approach the game. Like...remembering that this is a hobby for most people, essentially a way to have structured socialization, can go a long way towards alleviating frustration ime. Theres nothing wrong with taking it seriously, there's also nothing wrong with treating it casually, unless the game is clearly marked as for one or the other in signups both sides kinda have to be accepting of the other to some extent or the game becomes less fun for everyone involved.Achromatic wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:51 pmWell, yeah I can see how no post cap would be a problem, fair enough.NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:49 pmI thought I was signing up for a racket (post capped game) tbhAchromatic wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:38 pm So it's basically like trying to explain a concept to people and them just not getting it. Or in the case of Nanook clearly getting it but just not trying to engage with it (see: oh wow achro and ender had a back and forth, lol won't read which by the way why sign up if you aren't going to read? Does it make you happy to be able to do that?)
I don't know, I guess I am just kind of dumb that if I don't want to play mafia, I just don't play. I don't sign up.
I don't get it. Half the game has no wim, the other half is not showing any care to solve meaningfully. So I won't stick around until day 5 like I did in quals like an idiot. Just lynch me, read over my iso, do with it what you want.
This game is not worth my anger or effort. Don't read into this, I am just kind of over it.
Which is totally on me, but yeah, didn't realize my mistake until after game had started, so dealing with it
I did read some of your two's back and forth i just...did not find it meaningful for reading either of your alignments. Perhaps that's a personal failing![]()
I don't think it's a personal failing. Maybe I am totally off, right? I just wish I felt like the thread was trying to solve with me I guess. Maybe I just have too much free time on my hands this week. Sorry, I can understand it can e a lot but I was really excited and my partner works long days and I only have to work a few hours a day for my business so when I am excited I just play mafia a lot.
I think out of game I rate myself very highly because I have such crippling self doubt if I don't I would probably never play mafia again. I have to remind myself that I have a long history of playing well and to relax and trust my processes. G8 was a horror show of me due to extreme burn out and I cannot overstate how much I hated that game.NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:51 pm I will say I cannot resist taking an occasional poke at you if you're going to do the "im better than all of you" shtick, regardless of the level of truth to it
Yeh, that's all fair enough. And I'm still gonna take the piss occasionally!Achromatic wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:55 pmI think out of game I rate myself very highly because I have such crippling self doubt if I don't I would probably never play mafia again. I have to remind myself that I have a long history of playing well and to relax and trust my processes. G8 was a horror show of me due to extreme burn out and I cannot overstate how much I hated that game.NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:51 pm I will say I cannot resist taking an occasional poke at you if you're going to do the "im better than all of you" shtick, regardless of the level of truth to it
In terms of in game, moment to moment, I am just playing the game. I can be wrong, I can misunderstand something, I can have incomplete information. I can't call myself great if I go into a game thinking I know everything because that's when you get the taste slapped out of your mouth.
This might sound paradoxical.
Me saying my view of the game is objectively more in depth and considered than anyone else here we can talk about post game if you like but fuck I don't feel arrogant saying that reading over everyone else's work. That's not a skill thing, it's just my plain view of things. More in depth and more correct are two different things though.
Sure, and I feel like I mostly have though? Like my reads aren't influenced by it or anything and I have actually preached a lot of patience. But to be told by multiple people 'this is bad' it's like... internal screaming noises here, I guess? I feel like I have had to struggle to get people to even give an opinion on MY opinions. I certainly don't expect anyone to bounce around the walls like I do, but it feels like... I guess I was expecting more JJJ than what I've gotten, which is maybe unfair.NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:55 pmI think it would perhaps benefit you to be a bit more accepting or open minded about how other people approach the game. Like...remembering that this is a hobby for most people, essentially a way to have structured socialization, can go a long way towards alleviating frustration ime. Theres nothing wrong with taking it seriously, there's also nothing wrong with treating it casually, unless the game is clearly marked as for one or the other in signups both sides kinda have to be accepting of the other to some extent or the game becomes less fun for everyone involved.Achromatic wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:51 pmWell, yeah I can see how no post cap would be a problem, fair enough.NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:49 pmI thought I was signing up for a racket (post capped game) tbhAchromatic wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 3:38 pm So it's basically like trying to explain a concept to people and them just not getting it. Or in the case of Nanook clearly getting it but just not trying to engage with it (see: oh wow achro and ender had a back and forth, lol won't read which by the way why sign up if you aren't going to read? Does it make you happy to be able to do that?)
I don't know, I guess I am just kind of dumb that if I don't want to play mafia, I just don't play. I don't sign up.
I don't get it. Half the game has no wim, the other half is not showing any care to solve meaningfully. So I won't stick around until day 5 like I did in quals like an idiot. Just lynch me, read over my iso, do with it what you want.
This game is not worth my anger or effort. Don't read into this, I am just kind of over it.
Which is totally on me, but yeah, didn't realize my mistake until after game had started, so dealing with it
I did read some of your two's back and forth i just...did not find it meaningful for reading either of your alignments. Perhaps that's a personal failing![]()
I don't think it's a personal failing. Maybe I am totally off, right? I just wish I felt like the thread was trying to solve with me I guess. Maybe I just have too much free time on my hands this week. Sorry, I can understand it can e a lot but I was really excited and my partner works long days and I only have to work a few hours a day for my business so when I am excited I just play mafia a lot.
I just felt like venting, I feel better.
He tried with folNANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 4:02 pm You should try an EM or a FoL game, may find more styles to your liking there.
Personally I don't mind your style, i do find it often exhausting to engage with (thats a me thing, not a criticism or inherent negative of your play), but it seems as valid as any other. Perhaps more likely to clash (in the enjoyment sense at least) with more casual approaches, and TS is often a blend of casual with a few more Serious Mafia Players
Also like I can't understate this enough, but I feel one thing mac will 100% have over me here is that interplay for game state and optimal solving. So I have made my reads known and as long as mac reads them (as he has before) and goes "I understand, but I still think x is best" then I can accept that as we are up massively. I can read the game in front of me but mac understands a lot of dynamics around histories that I don't and he is assuredly town.Achromatic wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 4:01 pmI just felt like venting, I feel better.
If ender w then I think dizzy/nanook atm have been good partner candidates. If neither of them fits then it's someone either shielded or I have felt good about and I think an iso to establish partners is in order.
If Ender V, then leave Dizzy alone and probably go for whoever Mac wants most as he has a better underestanding of everyone's interplay and it is more likely that Mac will lynch correctly for the game state at that point.
How did it goSabiplz wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 4:03 pmHe tried with folNANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 4:02 pm You should try an EM or a FoL game, may find more styles to your liking there.
Personally I don't mind your style, i do find it often exhausting to engage with (thats a me thing, not a criticism or inherent negative of your play), but it seems as valid as any other. Perhaps more likely to clash (in the enjoyment sense at least) with more casual approaches, and TS is often a blend of casual with a few more Serious Mafia Players
2-0 on FoL whoo, one as each alignment.Sabiplz wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 4:03 pmHe tried with folNANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 4:02 pm You should try an EM or a FoL game, may find more styles to your liking there.
Personally I don't mind your style, i do find it often exhausting to engage with (thats a me thing, not a criticism or inherent negative of your play), but it seems as valid as any other. Perhaps more likely to clash (in the enjoyment sense at least) with more casual approaches, and TS is often a blend of casual with a few more Serious Mafia Players
You have heard the horror story that was happy tree friends that led to two bans?NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 4:04 pmHow did it goSabiplz wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 4:03 pmHe tried with folNANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 4:02 pm You should try an EM or a FoL game, may find more styles to your liking there.
Personally I don't mind your style, i do find it often exhausting to engage with (thats a me thing, not a criticism or inherent negative of your play), but it seems as valid as any other. Perhaps more likely to clash (in the enjoyment sense at least) with more casual approaches, and TS is often a blend of casual with a few more Serious Mafia Players
Can see it going either very well or very poorly
I haven't lol I don't really play thereSabiplz wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 4:05 pmYou have heard the horror story that was happy tree friends that led to two bans?NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 4:04 pmHow did it goSabiplz wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 4:03 pmHe tried with folNANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Sun Aug 07, 2022 4:02 pm You should try an EM or a FoL game, may find more styles to your liking there.
Personally I don't mind your style, i do find it often exhausting to engage with (thats a me thing, not a criticism or inherent negative of your play), but it seems as valid as any other. Perhaps more likely to clash (in the enjoyment sense at least) with more casual approaches, and TS is often a blend of casual with a few more Serious Mafia Players
Can see it going either very well or very poorly
Fol does not suit my style. Thats all I learned from my two games there