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Re: Interrogation Room - srceenplay

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 12:07 am
by srceenplay
srceenplay wrote: Mon Apr 04, 2022 9:15 pm
Syn wrote: Mon Apr 04, 2022 9:01 pm Are you an optimist?
I can be but can also be pessimistic. Mood swings. :shrug2:
I think the older I get the more optimistic I am.

Re: Interrogation Room - srceenplay

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 12:47 am
by DaughterOfOmega
Do you like juice

Re: Interrogation Room - srceenplay

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 12:49 am
by srceenplay
DaughterOfOmega wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 12:47 am Do you like juice
I like OJ for breakfast.

Re: Interrogation Room - srceenplay

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 9:08 am
by dunya
What's your dream car?

What's your best memory so far this year?

What's your horoscope (when is your bday!)

What's a skill you'd love to master?

What's your favorite activity to do with your family?

What's the longest amount of time you've gone without sleeping?

Re: Interrogation Room - srceenplay

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 9:08 am
by dunya
srceenplay wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 12:07 am
srceenplay wrote: Mon Apr 04, 2022 9:15 pm
Syn wrote: Mon Apr 04, 2022 9:01 pm Are you an optimist?
I can be but can also be pessimistic. Mood swings. :shrug2:
I think the older I get the more optimistic I am.
me too. Also the less I care about things I can't control!

Re: Interrogation Room - srceenplay

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 11:36 am
by srceenplay
dunya wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 9:08 am What's your dream car?
Tesla Model S. I am on the list for the Cyber Truck, if they ever start building it.
dunya wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 9:08 am What's your best memory so far this year?
We where going to have a get together for my birthday. A house party with 30-40 people. Things came up so we had to reschedule. So now my b-day plans fell through and I had nothing to do. Nephew called me and asked if I wanted to come over and play board games. I said sure. When I got there my boy nephews and some of their friends where there with a cake and sang me happy birthday. Then that night high school friends picked me up and we were out till about 3-4am
dunya wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 9:08 am What's your horoscope (when is your bday!)
Pisces March 8
dunya wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 9:08 am What's a skill you'd love to master?
I can't think of anything I want "to master". I would like a little bit of knowledge about everything. That's a different mentality from my father nd grandfather. They where more of learn your job and just do your job. I remember talking to my grandfather and telling him. I was ready for more responsibility and to do more. " I know a little bit of everything now, let me move on." He said " You know a whole lot about nothing. Get back to work."
dunya wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 9:08 am What's your favorite activity to do with your family?
I like playing board games. Wife not so much but the kids do so she tolerates it, sometimes. We like taking small day trips or weekend trips. Small towns, scenic views, shopping, concerts, or whatever.
dunya wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 9:08 am What's the longest amount of time you've gone without sleeping?
I have know idea. Probably not much past 24hrs. Though in high school I would party all weekend.

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 12:46 pm
by dunya
thanks for taking the hot seat this week @srceenplay ! it was a lot of fun learning more about you ! :hugs:

This week the questions will be for @Trochilidae

a new member here, but a regular among the mafia world, let's gooo

:omg: :yay:

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 12:51 pm
by dunya
What would you sing at Karaoke night?

Do you have a nickname among friends?

What is the best gift you have been given?

First thing you would buy (big purchase or payoff) if you won the lottery?

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 1:04 pm
by Trochilidae
dunya wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 12:51 pm What would you sing at Karaoke night?

Do you have a nickname among friends?

What is the best gift you have been given?

First thing you would buy (big purchase or payoff) if you won the lottery?
okay ngl i’m that person, anything old school taylor swift
i have every song memorized because my sister made me
ignore the fact that i am a 20 year old man that adores taylor swift

i have a few actually! i’m a bird of many names, Bird, Chili, Trochi, Tro, etc
and that’s just online
irl i was actually called hummingbird in high school because i could never sit still and was always vibrating with energy and it’s where my username comes from (trochilidae is latin for hummingbird), i’ve always adored the little birds
more recently at work my coworkers call me The Sim because i can get incredibly zoned out when i’m focusing on my work (and tend to dissociate often, but they don’t know that part)

the best gift i’ve been given was actually pretty recent, for valentine’s day my girlfriend of about 1 year gave me a hand carved set of 4 little wooden birds (hummingbird, crow, blue jay, dove) and i’m so in love with them
they’re like my cute little protectors and they mean so much more considering the pretty unique symbolism behind them

hmmm probably the first thing i’d do if i won the lottery is buy my mom a pair of savannah cats as silly as it sounds
savannah cats are half serval half house cat and my mom has always lamented about how if she ever gets rich that’s the first thing she’d want
my mom’s given up a lot for me over the years, and it’d be a cute and fitting way to show my appreciation

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 1:30 pm
by srceenplay
What makes you want to play mafia?

What makes you not want to play mafia?

Would you rather got to the beach or go camping?

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 1:35 pm
by Arete
What is your most controversial forum mafia opinion?

What is your least controversial forum mafia opinion?

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 1:52 pm
by Trochilidae
okay first i should’ve probably introduced myself lmao

so hi i’m trochilidae but you can call me any form of that you like, it’s a fun word to shorten
i’m a 20 year old trans guy (most of the time, it’s complicated) who’s been playing mafia on and off for about two years!

my homesite is originally fol, and i’ve played on MU a fair bit too, but i’ve been wanting to expand my communities recently and i’m always looking to improve and learn more
id absolutely love to play a few games here once i learn the site setup and culture a bit more!

so yeah
that’s me

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 4:50 pm
by dunya
wat is your fav t swift album?

top 5 fav songs?

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 6:33 pm
by katze
how did you get an interview here before posting a single time here ever 😹😹😹

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 6:42 pm
by dunya
katze wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 6:33 pm how did you get an interview here before posting a single time here ever 😹😹😹
up next week: katze

got it.

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 6:55 pm
by Trochilidae
katze wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 6:33 pm how did you get an interview here before posting a single time here ever 😹😹😹
i video mafia’d
dunya asked and i was like yeah that sounds fun
get on my level

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 6:57 pm
by Trochilidae
dunya wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 4:50 pm wat is your fav t swift album?

top 5 fav songs?
i’m a sucker for red
ik it’s not a lot of peoples favorite but i have really good memories attached to it

1. starlight
2. starlight
3. starlight
4. starlight
5. lover

as you can tell i’ve cried to starlight so many times and i have no idea why but it hits so different

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:03 pm
by Trochilidae
srceenplay wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 1:30 pm What makes you want to play mafia?

What makes you not want to play mafia?

Would you rather got to the beach or go camping?
i like Doing Things (if i’m not actively doing something i enjoy with my free time i get antsy and irritable like there’s something missing from my life) i like social deduction games (was on town of salem forums before anywhere else then migrated to fol after years)
so combine those two and forum mafia is the perfect thing to fill the void
i also obviously like it on the rare occasion that i do manage to catch a wolf and win the game
no better feeling than that

ok this is going to be a very “wtf” thing to say but
god
mafia is so much effort sometimes and it’s painful to go iso-diving intensely when you’re not really in the mood but know you have to
and then i catch myself thinking about the game constantly and keep having to take breaks at work because i had another thought and it lives in my mind rent free nonstop until the game is over

i’m allergic to mosquitoes
that should answer that

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:07 pm
by dunya
Trochilidae wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 6:55 pm
katze wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 6:33 pm how did you get an interview here before posting a single time here ever 😹😹😹
i video mafia’d
dunya asked and i was like yeah that sounds fun
get on my level
dunya is master level Interrogation Room recruiter

also troch is awesome and i wanted to know moreeee about him :biggrin:

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:10 pm
by dunya
Trochilidae wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:03 pm mafia is so much effort sometimes and it’s painful to go iso-diving intensely when you’re not really in the mood but know you have to
and then i catch myself thinking about the game constantly and keep having to take breaks at work because i had another thought and it lives in my mind rent free nonstop until the game is over
this is a whole mood and a half. yeah. i feel this deep in my bones lol.

before my break, mafia felt like *work*

now that i'm playing in a way that is maybe not 100% about winning, but more about "let's have fun playing mafia and try to win" - my focus and playstyles have changed.

so i warn you: be careful of burnout! :D

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:11 pm
by dunya
what's your horoscope?

apart from birds, what's your fav animal?

katze or chloe?

chloe or katze?

fav childhood memory?

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:24 pm
by Trochilidae
Arete wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 1:35 pm What is your most controversial forum mafia opinion?

What is your least controversial forum mafia opinion?
not sure how controversial these are but
• real time is the best way to get good reads
• vibes, provided explained at least somewhat, are a pretty good method of reading people
• people *always* have a tonal difference between
alignments and if you say you don’t ur lying
• it’s fair game to weaponize emotions, forum mafia is partly a game of emotional manipulation

least controversial
• finding wolves is good

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:28 pm
by Trochilidae
dunya wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:10 pm
Trochilidae wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:03 pm mafia is so much effort sometimes and it’s painful to go iso-diving intensely when you’re not really in the mood but know you have to
and then i catch myself thinking about the game constantly and keep having to take breaks at work because i had another thought and it lives in my mind rent free nonstop until the game is over
this is a whole mood and a half. yeah. i feel this deep in my bones lol.

before my break, mafia felt like *work*

now that i'm playing in a way that is maybe not 100% about winning, but more about "let's have fun playing mafia and try to win" - my focus and playstyles have changed.

so i warn you: be careful of burnout! :D
i’ve been trying to avoid it
in my last game i specifically tried to “trymedium” instead of try hard with some success
i just have a perfectionist streak a mile long
combine that with severe executive dysfunction and you get a mess in mafia lmao

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:30 pm
by Trochilidae
dunya wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:11 pm what's your horoscope?

apart from birds, what's your fav animal?

katze or chloe?

chloe or katze?

fav childhood memory?
cats! absolutely cats
i still have the scientific names of almost every feline species memorized because that’s what i did for fun in high school
i was a weird kid
i still am probably
(the best scientific name is the caracal: *caracal caracal*)

chloe
and
chloe
this is because in a game chloe and i were in together, i was scum and chloe wrote a giant wallpost defending me by insulting me and my townplay
it was so so funny

ahahahahaha
you ask this to the guy with a memory disorder who can barely remember his childhood

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:30 pm
by dunya
Trochilidae wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:24 pm least controversial
• finding wolves is good
even when youre a wolf!!! :dark:

cc: @MacDougall the only person who can bus his team and get away with it if not for mech sometimes getting in the way XD :beer:

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:32 pm
by Trochilidae
dunya wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:30 pm
Trochilidae wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:24 pm least controversial
• finding wolves is good
even when youre a wolf!!! :dark:

cc: @MacDougall the only person who can bus his team and get away with it if not for mech sometimes getting in the way XD :beer:
yes because as everyone knows bussing is the optimal scum strategy
/j

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:35 pm
by dunya
Trochilidae wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:30 pm chloe
and
chloe
this is because in a game chloe and i were in together, i was scum and chloe wrote a giant wallpost defending me by insulting me and my townplay
it was so so funny
tagging @Chloe to the chat.

you didnt tell me your horoscope! i pretend to know all about horoscopes but i don't actually believe in them, i just find personality traits funny.

OH speaking of do you know your Byers-Miggs personality type?

do you like to watch any shows/movies that you're particularly interested in?

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 8:27 pm
by dunya
do you believe in an afterlife?

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 8:27 pm
by dunya
how did you start playing mafia? is there a cool story?

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 8:28 pm
by Scotty
Trochilidae wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 1:52 pm okay first i should’ve probably introduced myself lmao

so hi i’m trochilidae but you can call me any form of that you like, it’s a fun word to shorten
i’m a 20 year old trans guy (most of the time, it’s complicated) who’s been playing mafia on and off for about two years!

my homesite is originally fol, and i’ve played on MU a fair bit too, but i’ve been wanting to expand my communities recently and i’m always looking to improve and learn more
id absolutely love to play a few games here once i learn the site setup and culture a bit more!

so yeah
that’s me
Welcome!

I shall call you
Troch
<Or>
Chili

What’s your favorite season?
What is your favorite animal that you wish you could pet RIGHT NOW?
Do you play any boardgames? Video games? If so, which?
Anywhere you’ve always wanted to visit?

“mafia is so much effort sometimes and it’s painful to go iso-diving intensely when you’re not really in the mood but know you have to
and then i catch myself thinking about the game constantly and keep having to take breaks at work because i had another thought and it lives in my mind rent free nonstop until the game is over”
Holy shit are you me

So you say you are trans ‘most’ of the time- what’s your backstory here if you wouldn’t mind me asking?

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 8:35 pm
by Alison
I know a lot of old school Taylor Swift songs, too. Used to sing them walking to school. I Knew You Were Trouble, Love Story, You Belong With Me (that one is kinda problematic), Blank Space.

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 8:36 pm
by Alison
What's your favorite thing to do when you're bored?

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 9:47 pm
by Trochilidae
dunya wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:35 pm
Trochilidae wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 7:30 pm chloe
and
chloe
this is because in a game chloe and i were in together, i was scum and chloe wrote a giant wallpost defending me by insulting me and my townplay
it was so so funny
tagging @Chloe to the chat.

you didnt tell me your horoscope! i pretend to know all about horoscopes but i don't actually believe in them, i just find personality traits funny.

OH speaking of do you know your Byers-Miggs personality type?

do you like to watch any shows/movies that you're particularly interested in?
my horoscope is sun, moon, and rising cancer
IM A TRIPLE CANCER
idk what it means but that’s so funny to me
my MBTI is ENTP but when i told people that they all universally say i’m ESFP
so take that as you will

and sue me, i like greys anatomy occasionally but only seasons 1-5

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 9:58 pm
by Trochilidae
dunya wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 8:27 pm do you believe in an afterlife?
this ties into this question below
Scotty wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 8:28 pm
Trochilidae wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 1:52 pm okay first i should’ve probably introduced myself lmao

so hi i’m trochilidae but you can call me any form of that you like, it’s a fun word to shorten
i’m a 20 year old trans guy (most of the time, it’s complicated) who’s been playing mafia on and off for about two years!

my homesite is originally fol, and i’ve played on MU a fair bit too, but i’ve been wanting to expand my communities recently and i’m always looking to improve and learn more
id absolutely love to play a few games here once i learn the site setup and culture a bit more!

so yeah
that’s me
Welcome!

I shall call you
Troch
<Or>
Chili

What’s your favorite season?
What is your favorite animal that you wish you could pet RIGHT NOW?
Do you play any boardgames? Video games? If so, which?
Anywhere you’ve always wanted to visit?

“mafia is so much effort sometimes and it’s painful to go iso-diving intensely when you’re not really in the mood but know you have to
and then i catch myself thinking about the game constantly and keep having to take breaks at work because i had another thought and it lives in my mind rent free nonstop until the game is over”
Holy shit are you me

So you say you are trans ‘most’ of the time- what’s your backstory here if you wouldn’t mind me asking?
favorite season is winter! i live in such a hot area that’s it’s nice to finally get some nicer weather

i wish i could pet specifically a baby ocelot which i call ocelittles
i love ocelots so much it’s unreal
they’re beautiful little creatures

so i’m actually disabled (mild ataxic cerebral palsy) which tldr means my fine motor skills, balance, and muscle tone are absolutely shit and as such i suck at most video games
but i do have a special fondness for skyrim because my dad always used to play it with me and we could add enough mods that my motor skills weren’t that much of an issue

and honestly i’ve always wanted to go somewhere i can see the northern lights
to be somewhere that cold, snowy, and special and to look up and see these shining neon ribbons in the sky
it sounds like a dream come true

and okay here’s where the afterlife question comes in, and the trans most of the time question
it’s common knowledge on my homesite, and some people on MU know as well but i have DID, more specifically OSDD-1b which is the same condition, but with less severe amnesia (and before anyone says anything yes i sadly, *actually* have the condition, i’m working with a therapist for it, it’s not by any means all sunshine and rainbows and imaginary friends in your head it’s a horrible debilitating condition that affects my entire life) soapbox over but i DESPISE the fact that my serious mental condition has become a tiktok trend as you can tell
there are technically 4 “people” that make up Trochilidae, i’m just the one most often around so to speak, and i am a trans man (thus me being a trans man *most* of the time

as for the afterlife…i believe in Something but i don’t know what it might be or look like
i know that part of me doesn’t though which sent me into a massive existential crisis about what happens when i die, if my soul is split apart along those lines, if it would let me finally have peace or be eternally painful and isolating, etc
scary shit to think about for me

(and yes this condition throws a curveball playing mafia but i just think of it as being a hydra, a lot of the times i’m called an illegal hydra lmao)
i function as best i can and there are obviously tonal differences when i play, but i make up for this by trying to make details notes so whenever a different trochi takes the wheel they’re never out of the loop
i’m very open to questions about this ftr

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2022 10:26 pm
by Scotty
Trochilidae wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 9:58 pm
dunya wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 8:27 pm do you believe in an afterlife?
this ties into this question below
Scotty wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 8:28 pm
Trochilidae wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 1:52 pm okay first i should’ve probably introduced myself lmao

so hi i’m trochilidae but you can call me any form of that you like, it’s a fun word to shorten
i’m a 20 year old trans guy (most of the time, it’s complicated) who’s been playing mafia on and off for about two years!

my homesite is originally fol, and i’ve played on MU a fair bit too, but i’ve been wanting to expand my communities recently and i’m always looking to improve and learn more
id absolutely love to play a few games here once i learn the site setup and culture a bit more!

so yeah
that’s me
Welcome!

I shall call you
Troch
<Or>
Chili

What’s your favorite season?
What is your favorite animal that you wish you could pet RIGHT NOW?
Do you play any boardgames? Video games? If so, which?
Anywhere you’ve always wanted to visit?

“mafia is so much effort sometimes and it’s painful to go iso-diving intensely when you’re not really in the mood but know you have to
and then i catch myself thinking about the game constantly and keep having to take breaks at work because i had another thought and it lives in my mind rent free nonstop until the game is over”
Holy shit are you me

So you say you are trans ‘most’ of the time- what’s your backstory here if you wouldn’t mind me asking?
favorite season is winter! i live in such a hot area that’s it’s nice to finally get some nicer weather

i wish i could pet specifically a baby ocelot which i call ocelittles
i love ocelots so much it’s unreal
they’re beautiful little creatures

so i’m actually disabled (mild ataxic cerebral palsy) which tldr means my fine motor skills, balance, and muscle tone are absolutely shit and as such i suck at most video games
but i do have a special fondness for skyrim because my dad always used to play it with me and we could add enough mods that my motor skills weren’t that much of an issue

and honestly i’ve always wanted to go somewhere i can see the northern lights
to be somewhere that cold, snowy, and special and to look up and see these shining neon ribbons in the sky
it sounds like a dream come true

and okay here’s where the afterlife question comes in, and the trans most of the time question
it’s common knowledge on my homesite, and some people on MU know as well but i have DID, more specifically OSDD-1b which is the same condition, but with less severe amnesia (and before anyone says anything yes i sadly, *actually* have the condition, i’m working with a therapist for it, it’s not by any means all sunshine and rainbows and imaginary friends in your head it’s a horrible debilitating condition that affects my entire life) soapbox over but i DESPISE the fact that my serious mental condition has become a tiktok trend as you can tell
there are technically 4 “people” that make up Trochilidae, i’m just the one most often around so to speak, and i am a trans man (thus me being a trans man *most* of the time


as for the afterlife…i believe in Something but i don’t know what it might be or look like
i know that part of me doesn’t though which sent me into a massive existential crisis about what happens when i die, if my soul is split apart along those lines, if it would let me finally have peace or be eternally painful and isolating, etc
scary shit to think about for me

(and yes this condition throws a curveball playing mafia but i just think of it as being a hydra, a lot of the times i’m called an illegal hydra lmao)
i function as best i can and there are obviously tonal differences when i play, but i make up for this by trying to make details notes so whenever a different trochi takes the wheel they’re never out of the loop
i’m very open to questions about this ftr
This is SO interesting! Thank you for sharing that.

Thanks for putting that into words. I can’t begin to try and relate. And I’m pretty ignorant in the sense that I haven’t knowingly or personally met anyone with any of your conditions IRL.

I’d like to play with you one of these days to get a sense of this illegahydra


Also I just talked with my mom and she wants to make it up north this year to catch the northern lights. What I told her- if you are in an area that you can successfully see it, that’s probably also all you’ll be doing since it’ll be so dark most the time to do anything else productive lol

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2022 1:54 am
by MacDougall
do u like turtles?

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2022 3:35 am
by juliets
Hi @Trochilidae and Welcome!

It's great to have you here and I saw you joined the discord server as well to play video mafia and hopefully to chat with all of us even more!

I just want to say I appreciate you sharing your background with us and am looking forward to getting to know you better. I don't have a question right now, mostly because it's uh 2:30 am and I have no idea why I'm awake lol, but I'm sure I'll have some later!

So welcome and let us know if you have any questions or need help in any way!

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2022 2:00 pm
by Trochilidae
Scotty wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 10:26 pm
Trochilidae wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 9:58 pm
dunya wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 8:27 pm do you believe in an afterlife?
this ties into this question below
Scotty wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 8:28 pm
Trochilidae wrote: Tue Apr 05, 2022 1:52 pm okay first i should’ve probably introduced myself lmao

so hi i’m trochilidae but you can call me any form of that you like, it’s a fun word to shorten
i’m a 20 year old trans guy (most of the time, it’s complicated) who’s been playing mafia on and off for about two years!

my homesite is originally fol, and i’ve played on MU a fair bit too, but i’ve been wanting to expand my communities recently and i’m always looking to improve and learn more
id absolutely love to play a few games here once i learn the site setup and culture a bit more!

so yeah
that’s me
Welcome!

I shall call you
Troch
<Or>
Chili

What’s your favorite season?
What is your favorite animal that you wish you could pet RIGHT NOW?
Do you play any boardgames? Video games? If so, which?
Anywhere you’ve always wanted to visit?

“mafia is so much effort sometimes and it’s painful to go iso-diving intensely when you’re not really in the mood but know you have to
and then i catch myself thinking about the game constantly and keep having to take breaks at work because i had another thought and it lives in my mind rent free nonstop until the game is over”
Holy shit are you me

So you say you are trans ‘most’ of the time- what’s your backstory here if you wouldn’t mind me asking?
favorite season is winter! i live in such a hot area that’s it’s nice to finally get some nicer weather

i wish i could pet specifically a baby ocelot which i call ocelittles
i love ocelots so much it’s unreal
they’re beautiful little creatures

so i’m actually disabled (mild ataxic cerebral palsy) which tldr means my fine motor skills, balance, and muscle tone are absolutely shit and as such i suck at most video games
but i do have a special fondness for skyrim because my dad always used to play it with me and we could add enough mods that my motor skills weren’t that much of an issue

and honestly i’ve always wanted to go somewhere i can see the northern lights
to be somewhere that cold, snowy, and special and to look up and see these shining neon ribbons in the sky
it sounds like a dream come true

and okay here’s where the afterlife question comes in, and the trans most of the time question
it’s common knowledge on my homesite, and some people on MU know as well but i have DID, more specifically OSDD-1b which is the same condition, but with less severe amnesia (and before anyone says anything yes i sadly, *actually* have the condition, i’m working with a therapist for it, it’s not by any means all sunshine and rainbows and imaginary friends in your head it’s a horrible debilitating condition that affects my entire life) soapbox over but i DESPISE the fact that my serious mental condition has become a tiktok trend as you can tell
there are technically 4 “people” that make up Trochilidae, i’m just the one most often around so to speak, and i am a trans man (thus me being a trans man *most* of the time


as for the afterlife…i believe in Something but i don’t know what it might be or look like
i know that part of me doesn’t though which sent me into a massive existential crisis about what happens when i die, if my soul is split apart along those lines, if it would let me finally have peace or be eternally painful and isolating, etc
scary shit to think about for me

(and yes this condition throws a curveball playing mafia but i just think of it as being a hydra, a lot of the times i’m called an illegal hydra lmao)
i function as best i can and there are obviously tonal differences when i play, but i make up for this by trying to make details notes so whenever a different trochi takes the wheel they’re never out of the loop
i’m very open to questions about this ftr
This is SO interesting! Thank you for sharing that.

Thanks for putting that into words. I can’t begin to try and relate. And I’m pretty ignorant in the sense that I haven’t knowingly or personally met anyone with any of your conditions IRL.

I’d like to play with you one of these days to get a sense of this illegahydra


Also I just talked with my mom and she wants to make it up north this year to catch the northern lights. What I told her- if you are in an area that you can successfully see it, that’s probably also all you’ll be doing since it’ll be so dark most the time to do anything else productive lol
not many people have met someone with the condition, it’s very rare lmao
but there are so many misconceptions and it’s such a demonized thing in popular media (split and danganronpa are both godawful examples)

i’d love to play with you too though!

(also is there a feature where you can only quote part of a post these get long real quick lol)

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2022 2:00 pm
by Trochilidae
MacDougall wrote: Wed Apr 06, 2022 1:54 am do u like turtles?
turtles are funky little dudes
yes

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2022 2:01 pm
by Trochilidae
juliets wrote: Wed Apr 06, 2022 3:35 am Hi @Trochilidae and Welcome!

It's great to have you here and I saw you joined the discord server as well to play video mafia and hopefully to chat with all of us even more!

I just want to say I appreciate you sharing your background with us and am looking forward to getting to know you better. I don't have a question right now, mostly because it's uh 2:30 am and I have no idea why I'm awake lol, but I'm sure I'll have some later!

So welcome and let us know if you have any questions or need help in any way!
lol yeah i’m a real chatty guy once you get me going i will never shut up (be warned)
it was so fun to do the video mafia with all of you even if my connection is dogshit
i appreciate everyone being so kind and welcoming 💙

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2022 4:05 pm
by Syn
How do you handle people who romanticize or demonize DID? Is there any way that laypeople can help counteract their damage to public perception of the condition?

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2022 4:06 pm
by Syn
Have you ever seen positive representation for DID in media?

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2022 4:07 pm
by Syn
What are your favourite foods?

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2022 4:25 pm
by Trochilidae
Syn wrote: Wed Apr 06, 2022 4:05 pm How do you handle people who romanticize or demonize DID? Is there any way that laypeople can help counteract their damage to public perception of the condition?
i’m not going to lie when i see people romanticizing it i kinda fly off the wall
it just *angers* me so damn much
i would do anything to be mentally normal
and to see people glorifying this and treating it with rose colored glasses like on tiktok
i want to scream

i honestly understand those who demonize more because of all the awful representation, if it’s all you know about the condition it’s what you’ll believe
to those people i just try to objectively educate them as best i can

and if there’s any advice i have it’s just to remember that we’re people too, just traumatized ones
and we’re far far more likely to be the victim of violent crimes rather than the instigators

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2022 4:26 pm
by Trochilidae
Syn wrote: Wed Apr 06, 2022 4:06 pm Have you ever seen positive representation for DID in media?
nope
wish i had
but i did hear that marvel’s moon knight focuses on a character with DID and that it’s done fairly well, haven’t seen it myself yet though

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2022 4:26 pm
by Trochilidae
Syn wrote: Wed Apr 06, 2022 4:07 pm What are your favourite foods?
favorite savory food is homemade crawfish fettuccine
it’s so so good
like heaven on a plate
god pretty much all homemade cajun food is up there in my favorites

for sweet it’s gotta be oreo truffles
they put meth in those i swear

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2022 4:30 pm
by srceenplay
What do you like to do to make other people happy?

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2022 4:56 pm
by Arete
if you could add, remove, or modify one Syndicate rule, what would it be?

same question, but FoL?

same question, but MU?

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2022 5:41 pm
by Trochilidae
srceenplay wrote: Wed Apr 06, 2022 4:30 pm What do you like to do to make other people happy?
for someone who plays forum mafia im awfully bad with my words sometimes, so i like to surprise people with little gifts be it drawings, written stuff, or actual physical things

(this is where i plug that i drew the april fools joycat nfts for fol, they’re truly cursed)

Re: Interrogation Room - Trochilidae

Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2022 5:52 pm
by NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME
Trochilidae wrote: Wed Apr 06, 2022 4:26 pm
Syn wrote: Wed Apr 06, 2022 4:06 pm Have you ever seen positive representation for DID in media?
nope
wish i had
but i did hear that marvel’s moon knight focuses on a character with DID and that it’s done fairly well, haven’t seen it myself yet though
I don't recall whether it's explicitly DID or not, and im not sure how true of a representation of DID it is, but Legion may be worth checking out. It's...without spoiling past the first five minutes of episode one, the main character has superpowers and what is functionally DID afaict*

Worth checking out if that sort of thing interests you, anyways, I know some people don't like seeing something they deal with portrayed in media at times


*in the comics he explicitly does, in the show it's somewhat more complicated/kind of a grey area/ambiguous