I am absolutely town and there are many indicators people can use to see this if they try. The thing that most pissed me off today is this:
Epignosis wrote: ↑Wed Aug 29, 2018 7:47 pm
I don't really give a toss about your post count.
Epi, your whole post today for why you were good is a meta argument. "You have to believe these four things" you say. It's a point well made, but to then say that you don't give a fuck about meta... I'm sorry, but you do. You're choosing not to.
So, in your style, here's what you have to believe to believe I'm bad:
1) You have to believe I have one of my highest post counts ever on TS (second only to Bullets over Broadway I believe) when I am bad, despite the fact that: a) my baddie post counts are universally lower and b) I haven't even been able to post on my work pc, meaning that I've had to phone post for 90% of the posts.
And btw, you excuse this by just saying I'm making up shit about a teammate and that accounts for all the posts. This couldn't be further from the truth and it's incredibly reductive to the effort I've put in all game.
2) You have to believe I've hard bussed a teammate from day zero. That's how long I've seen TH as bad - since all of the voting shenanigans that it felt like were intended to keep me out of captaincy. There was not a moment in this game when I felt TH was good until after day 5 and Enrique was lynched, and even then that's based on Enrique's attitude to TH rather than the way TH makes me feel. He still looks the same.
I have never done this and will never do this. This isn't even like your 'I've only done this twice'. I've done this NEVER. That's because it's
stupid. If I'd had any traction at all in those early days, I would have just taken out a teammate for no real gain. I worked fucking hard to get TH lynched in those early days.
3) You have to believe that I chose to try to lynch TH
while defending DF. No offense to DF, but that's another thing that would just have been stupid. DF was an easy target to bus and look good if I were bad. The reason I didn't is because I did my research and he looked decent to me.
4) That I've left Epi alive until now. I want Epi to be NKed from day one at all times when I'm bad. This is something that sounds kind of personal, and maybe it is, but I'm just saying it because it's true, not because I want to be petty. Epi and I don't mesh in mafia, and I tend to enjoy games more when we aren't both in them long term. I actually very much enjoy watching Epi play and hosting him, ad being on the same bad team as him, and being hosted by him. I just have these little spats with him in game when we don't know each other's affiliation and I think we have very different values about how we play the game that causes a disconnect, and so I try to knock him off as soon as possible. I'm not saying I'm right and he's wrong about this, I'm just saying that's how it is. My point is - Epi would absolutely have been dead long ago if I was bad. And if you don't believe me, this is another thing you can go do your research on. Epi and I have never reached endgame together when I am bad, and unless I can sort my shit out he never will.
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I admit I have by no means played my best ever town game. But here are some things that fundamentally are not true and you could not call true by simple reading of my iso.
Epignosis wrote: ↑Wed Aug 29, 2018 11:11 pm
Golden and TH are hanging in the background. Golden is not being honest in his dealings with me (he says they're incomplete, and that's fine, but anybody who gives a damn at this point should know my very first suspect was DDL, and I went after him hard, and then backed off after a while). He's doing busy work. He doesn't care who is really bad. I think DDL does.
There are so many things wrong with this post.
They are:
I have not hung in the background at all, and that could only possibly be said as referring to this actual day while I was at work.
Epi says I'm not honest in my 'dealings with him' when reading my posts that were literally about DDL not him.
"Anybody who gives a damn at this point should know" - no, because I don't remember your game off by heart. This pisses me off too. I promised to read you several times. It's your choice to take this as 'never going to happen' when you know I'm at work.
"Doing busy work" - there couldn't be any more bullshit than this.
"He doesn't care who is really bad" - go read any single day of this game. There are plenty of people I have gone out of my way to defend as town, that I cared were not lynched - sometimes I was right, sometimes I was wrong, but it cannot be levelled at me that I do not care.
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So now it's 11.30, and I'm going to read epi's iso, but if I'm honest there have been too many moments like this in this game, like how I feel right now. It's a way lots of people have felt playing against me. It's that feeling where I care more about wiping the smug look from Epi's face and want to be lynched just to spite him.
The problem is, and the thing that stops me from doing this, is that if Epi is bad, me throwing in the towel isn't going to wipe the smug look off his face. So I'm going to try.
