The Syndicate

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:00 am**

My worst trait is sometimes I play games on the syndicate.

Everyone has their weak moments, please don't judge.

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:01 am**

MacDougall wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:00 am
Achromatic wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 4:57 am My worst trait is I justify how I treat others at times because I treat myself worse and it took a lot of therapy for me to learn how both of those are not OK.
Tbh it's probs not my worst trait. My worst trait is probably when I get mad at people for being critical, but it's a sliding scale and I have decent control over the anger, but when I can hold back the anger often I respond with guilt instead, rarely ever do I respond with acceptance. Because I'm very insecure.

That's a good #1

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:01 am**

Yeah haha I definitely haven't done that either lol that would be crazy lol

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:01 am**

outed wolf wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:00 am My worst trait is sometimes I play games on the syndicate.

Everyone has their weak moments, please don't judge.

Not sure if this one is redeemable, pal

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:01 am**

MacDougall wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:00 am
Achromatic wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 4:57 am My worst trait is I justify how I treat others at times because I treat myself worse and it took a lot of therapy for me to learn how both of those are not OK.
Tbh it's probs not my worst trait. My worst trait is probably when I get mad at people for being critical, but it's a sliding scale and I have decent control over the anger, but when I can hold back the anger often I respond with guilt instead, rarely ever do I respond with acceptance. Because I'm very insecure.

Fuck, I am so insecure about certain things. Years of therapy taught me that's everyone to some degree though. Insecurity and doubt are like, a natural part of our every day life because those are really healthy mechanisms for growth but some days they are louder than they should be and it's like fuuuck.

Therapy is very good btw, if you can I would suggest it to everyone even if its just a few times.

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:07 am**

Achromatic wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:01 am
MacDougall wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:00 am
Achromatic wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 4:57 am My worst trait is I justify how I treat others at times because I treat myself worse and it took a lot of therapy for me to learn how both of those are not OK.
Tbh it's probs not my worst trait. My worst trait is probably when I get mad at people for being critical, but it's a sliding scale and I have decent control over the anger, but when I can hold back the anger often I respond with guilt instead, rarely ever do I respond with acceptance. Because I'm very insecure.
Fuck, I am so insecure about certain things. Years of therapy taught me that's everyone to some degree though. Insecurity and doubt are like, a natural part of our every day life because those are really healthy mechanisms for growth but some days they are louder than they should be and it's like fuuuck.

Therapy is very good btw, if you can I would suggest it to everyone even if its just a few times.

It's kinda complicated like, I think in many ways I am very secure in myself. But like whenever someone pokes even a remote hole in the things I hold onto to justify my self worth I turn into a manipulative psycho.

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:07 am**

Eh, therapy can be very good, a bad therapist can also fuck you up good

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:08 am**

NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 4:58 am
Neon wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 12:46 am
NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Thu Sep 08, 2022 8:28 pm Its a 451 joke specific to one game anyways lol
I'm too lazy to go back to the first page to quote the post about having a n0 red on me which I ignored because it is a blatant lie but than I looked at the vote count...

Y U Lie Nanook?
Is it a real read? Yes. Is it a reliable, high probability read? No. Is it a good read? No. Is it a fair read in a social sense? No. Does rwstfo read go brr? Hell yeah it does, rwstfo read goes brr

Savage lol

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:08 am**

I recently started recognizing I have triggers

Like achro I think I reacted with extra animosity to your comment about sitting me down to explain something because I have a specific memory that still makes my blood boil that is directly tied to that statement. Sorry for being a little out of pocket

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:10 am**

Neon wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:08 am
NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 4:58 am
Neon wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 12:46 am
NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Thu Sep 08, 2022 8:28 pm Its a 451 joke specific to one game anyways lol
I'm too lazy to go back to the first page to quote the post about having a n0 red on me which I ignored because it is a blatant lie but than I looked at the vote count...

Y U Lie Nanook?
Is it a real read? Yes. Is it a reliable, high probability read? No. Is it a good read? No. Is it a fair read in a social sense? No. Does rwstfo read go brr? Hell yeah it does, rwstfo read goes brr
Savage lol

I thought you sounded pretty townie earlier neon

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:11 am**

NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:07 am Eh, therapy can be very good, a bad therapist can also fuck you up good

Fax. Swore of therapy for years because of it. Ended up like on top of a waterfall someone saved my life went to therapy with the best therapist... but now she abandoned me lol

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:11 am**

Townie or towny

Place your votes

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:11 am**

Porscha wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:10 am
Neon wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:08 am
NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 4:58 am
Neon wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 12:46 am
NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Thu Sep 08, 2022 8:28 pm Its a 451 joke specific to one game anyways lol
I'm too lazy to go back to the first page to quote the post about having a n0 red on me which I ignored because it is a blatant lie but than I looked at the vote count...

Y U Lie Nanook?
Is it a real read? Yes. Is it a reliable, high probability read? No. Is it a good read? No. Is it a fair read in a social sense? No. Does rwstfo read go brr? Hell yeah it does, rwstfo read goes brr
Savage lol
I thought you sounded pretty townie earlier neon

Thank you ^^ I am town so like that's good. Usually I'm kind of an enigma to read.

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:12 am**

Porscha wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:08 am I recently started recognizing I have triggers

Like achro I think I reacted with extra animosity to your comment about sitting me down to explain something because I have a specific memory that still makes my blood boil that is directly tied to that statement. Sorry for being a little out of pocket

It's good to get it out isn't it. It makes you realise that even the worst aspects of the self are mostly shared lol.

We're just hairless monkeys. Crawling in bacteria. Sailing towards the abyss.

Makes you wonder why there aren't more public blood orgies tbh.

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:12 am**

Porscha wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:11 am Townie or towny

Place your votes

I refuse the tyranny of editorial consistency

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:12 am**

Porscha wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:08 am I recently started recognizing I have triggers

Like achro I think I reacted with extra animosity to your comment about sitting me down to explain something because I have a specific memory that still makes my blood boil that is directly tied to that statement. Sorry for being a little out of pocket

No worries, I have triggers too and I stepped back and evaluated the situation and realized that something felt a little off. Like yes I am a villain at times, sometimes purposefully pushing buttons, but I didn't feel like I had really been doing much before that but solving quietly in a corner. So I was like 'well let's try just not escalating for once.'

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:12 am**

Porscha wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:11 am Townie or towny

Place your votes

I am partial to city

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:13 am**

MacDougall wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:12 am
Porscha wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:08 am I recently started recognizing I have triggers

Like achro I think I reacted with extra animosity to your comment about sitting me down to explain something because I have a specific memory that still makes my blood boil that is directly tied to that statement. Sorry for being a little out of pocket
It's good to get it out isn't it. It makes you realise that even the worst aspects of the self are mostly shared lol.

We're just hairless monkeys. Crawling in bacteria. Sailing towards the abyss.

Makes you wonder why there aren't more public blood orgies tbh.

I never really wonder that and based off the mental image I just had, I'd like to keep it way I think

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:13 am**

Wholesome mafia moments

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:13 am**

NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:12 am
Porscha wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:11 am Townie or towny

Place your votes
I refuse the tyranny of editorial consistency

Is that a vote for both or neither

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:14 am**

Porscha wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:13 am
NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:12 am
Porscha wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:11 am Townie or towny

Place your votes
I refuse the tyranny of editorial consistency
Is that a vote for both or neither

Yes

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:14 am**

MacDougall wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:12 am
Porscha wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:11 am Townie or towny

Place your votes
I am partial to city

Booooo tomato tomato

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:15 am**

NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:14 am
Porscha wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:13 am
NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:12 am
Porscha wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:11 am Townie or towny

Place your votes
I refuse the tyranny of editorial consistency
Is that a vote for both or neither
Yes

I should have seen that coming tbh

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:16 am**

Neon wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:13 am Wholesome mafia moments

Rare treasures buried deep, like the crystals in the Australian outback I watch people on instagram dig up

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:18 am**

Porscha wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:13 am
MacDougall wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:12 am
Porscha wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:08 am I recently started recognizing I have triggers

Like achro I think I reacted with extra animosity to your comment about sitting me down to explain something because I have a specific memory that still makes my blood boil that is directly tied to that statement. Sorry for being a little out of pocket
It's good to get it out isn't it. It makes you realise that even the worst aspects of the self are mostly shared lol.

We're just hairless monkeys. Crawling in bacteria. Sailing towards the abyss.

Makes you wonder why there aren't more public blood orgies tbh.
I never really wonder that and based off the mental image I just had, I'd like to keep it way I think

I mean I generally just make a series of decisions to remain civil just to keep other people happy. If I didn't have that desire it'd be pretty weird times I imagine lol.

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:19 am**

You probably should have smh

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:20 am**

Porscha only maf if partnered with lily imo, otherwise town

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:20 am**

MacDougall wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:18 am
Porscha wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:13 am
MacDougall wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:12 am
Porscha wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:08 am I recently started recognizing I have triggers

Like achro I think I reacted with extra animosity to your comment about sitting me down to explain something because I have a specific memory that still makes my blood boil that is directly tied to that statement. Sorry for being a little out of pocket
It's good to get it out isn't it. It makes you realise that even the worst aspects of the self are mostly shared lol.

We're just hairless monkeys. Crawling in bacteria. Sailing towards the abyss.

Makes you wonder why there aren't more public blood orgies tbh.
I never really wonder that and based off the mental image I just had, I'd like to keep it way I think
I mean I generally just make a series of decisions to remain civil just to keep other people happy. If I didn't have that desire it'd be pretty weird times I imagine lol.

Thinking about the twice convo from yesterday rn. Still losing my mind

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:21 am**

Let's not lol

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:21 am**

NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:20 am Porscha only maf if partnered with lily imo, otherwise town

Um ackshually it's me n achro and that was just a brilliant display of our wolf theater abilities

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:22 am**

Thata fair you could be partnered with achro

Still probably town

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:22 am**

NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:22 am Thata fair you could be partnered with achro

Still probably town

R/accidentallymario

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:23 am**

I am compelled to go look that up

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:24 am**

Omni Wolf Achro paired with everyone.

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:24 am**

Is it an actual thing

I hope it is

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:25 am**

Achromatic wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:24 am Omni Wolf Achro paired with everyone.

I am scum reading you

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:25 am**

NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:24 am Is it an actual thing

I hope it is

It is a lightly touched upon phenomenon where someone accidentally looks like mario or does something like mario such as falling into a tube

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:26 am**

NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:25 am
Achromatic wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:24 am Omni Wolf Achro paired with everyone.
I am scum reading you

Given your comments in SF3 this makes sense to me.

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:26 am**

Okay I should try sleeping again. It's late enough to the point of dreading tomorrow cuz I'm already getting less than 5 hours of sleep

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:28 am**

Achromatic wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:26 am
NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:25 am
Achromatic wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:24 am Omni Wolf Achro paired with everyone.
I am scum reading you
Given your comments in SF3 this makes sense to me.

Its more laziness than an actual read

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:28 am**

Not any of like, the annoyed ones. But you thought a good test of town vs wolf for me is how I interact with others, my aggression scale, and willing I am to wade into conflict. It's not the worst way of reading me over a long period of time and depending on my mood but it doesn't account for mitigating factors too well.

So yes you wolf reading me atm makes sense given what I know you use to judge me by.

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:28 am**

Porscha wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:25 am
NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:24 am Is it an actual thing

I hope it is
It is a lightly touched upon phenomenon where someone accidentally looks like mario or does something like mario such as falling into a tube

I'm glad it exists, somewhat disappointed it hasn't been explored further tbh

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:29 am**

Porscha wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:26 am Okay I should try sleeping again. It's late enough to the point of dreading tomorrow cuz I'm already getting less than 5 hours of sleep

Gang gang

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:42 am**

Achromatic wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:28 am Not any of like, the annoyed ones. But you thought a good test of town vs wolf for me is how I interact with others, my aggression scale, and willing I am to wade into conflict. It's not the worst way of reading me over a long period of time and depending on my mood but it doesn't account for mitigating factors too well.

So yes you wolf reading me atm makes sense given what I know you use to judge me by.

Yeh i figured that's what you were referencing

Its a decent guess but idk that reading you that way is going to be super reliable, particularly in the short term, given your awareness of it and the relative ease of faking it.

Its not an actual read its just a lazy read

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:45 am**

People still wolf reading me?

Alright I'mma go hide in wolf chat, frozen and crying.

Lemme know when I'm universally townread and I'll come out.

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:50 am**

Risiinq is the third mafia, ez game

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 6:08 am**

NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:50 am Risiinq is the third mafia, ez game

this is very rude tbh

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 6:09 am**

alright, time to actually reread for a while
gl

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 6:15 am**

risiinq- wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 6:08 am
NANOOKTHEGREATANDFEARSOME wrote: ↑Fri Sep 09, 2022 5:50 am Risiinq is the third mafia, ez game
this is very rude tbh

I'm a noted rude bitch

Posted: **Fri Sep 09, 2022 7:00 am**

Imagine being rude. Couldn't be me.

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